She was one of Them

The Mother Problem

Okay it’s time to stop pretending. She was one of them. She is one of them. Your mother. Yes. She isn’t some sort of special snowflake. She isn’t a fucking unicorn. Due to her female nature, manipulation tactics, deceptiveness, lies and (in an awful too many cases) carefully set pregnancy trap she was able to clone herself, breed and chain your father into marriage and lifelong slavery. He was probably too dumb, naive or maybe simply good-hearted to see through all this and worked his ass off so that she wouldn’t leave him. Was it worth it? Did your mother really loved you? Maybe she did only when you were behaving accordingly to her needs and requests? Does a mother really love her child? Or maybe she loves only her own reflection that she sees in it?


We live in a world where we are constantly watched. By government, mostly. But also – by each other. We are already policing each other, in a twisted communist-esque style.
You don’t believe me? Just try to really “be yourself” and speak your opinions out loud on some sort of social channels, like Facebook. I was recently kicked out of a group when someone posted a link that women are being sexually assaulted in the VR (my previous post on R.M.H.). Me and few others initially laughed it off, promptly marked it as ridiculous and not-serious. But then, suddenly a typical SJW appears. It all felt like a bad dream. He started shouting how come we are ignoring such major subject, such serious matter! Why are we not protecting women! He even shouted “Women! why you don’t speak up!”. Seriously, what a loser. Why they would ever need to speak up if they have pussies like him speaking up for them? He said that it’s better to be SJW than to be an asshole.

He doesn’t realize that he is the real asshole, treating women like they weren’t adults and like they were in need of being saved. From themselves. And I was probably similar to that guy, years ago. I was repulsed by all those misbehaving men, who seemed to not care about women or not notice their gentleness and divinity. Hahaha. What a poor brat I was. Thankfully, I’ve learned my lesson.

But that’s not my problem. My problem is that me and few others were banned, and not him. If you allow freedom of speech, allow it fully. This way, this fucked up politically correct society slowly crumbles down. And it’s our fault. We allowed it to happen.

People think forums blogs and independent authors don’t have any future. Well, we are the only future there is because places like this one are the very last field where we can actually say whatever we like. And nobody is going to come and censor us. Not yet.


It is understandable that we share a hella lot of energy together, working in the same office or even living in one house with someone… and we are often jealous. Of some specific possessions or obviously – of women. But the main question you have to answer is this: what jealously gives you. How it makes you look toward others, does it make your relationship with them grow stronger. Does it help you in becoming a better man? Bottom line is this: jealously is a toxic emotion. Limit your exposure to it, it doesn’t help. At the end of life, we lose it all. Women goods and bodies. So relax and enjoy the ride.😉

VR = Sexual Harassment (Unbelievable!)

Don’t worry guys, I’m still here. Just been really busy last week and now I’m relaxing during the weekend.

Our dear “saint cows” (women) have already found out a new field where they can be sexually harassed! Somebody needs to stop this madness. 

And in case you were wondering: of course men are guilty – again!

VR is not even fully here (used by the masses!) but it already has a “huge problem”. Well, maybe women are the real fucking problem, not men or VR?

VR has a sexual harassment problem

VR groping 

VR sexual assault

Women care only about two things: their own asses and their own assets.

Comments posted by fucking manginas/BluePill crazies are even better. I don’t see any healthy way out from this hell called our modern society… maybe World War III would clean up their acts, because it seems they don’t have bigger problems than bullshit like this! If the WW3 will really manifest for sure this time it’s going to knock on our doors.

As of now we are a crazy, mad civilization that needs to be stopped in it’s current ways. We are driving in a car that went off the cliff and we are already falling down. If we won’t create a parachute we are gone. Forever.


Free Mints

If you want to date, do it with a younger chick.

Why you should always take younger girl? Well, they respect “elders” (older men) more often than not and older girls aren’t more wise anyway… so, fresh body over the older one anytime. You need to deal with significant amount of bullshit this way or the other, and younger ones have more energy and zest for life than older ones. Besides, older ones usually want more commitment & shit.


Free Mints

I remember how I was once searching for a new employment several years ago. I landed an interview in one of the well-known insurance companies. A typical Big Fish on the market. I went there full of hopes. Classical corporate environment, dress-code was strict. Interview consisted of two stages- one was a test where you could either prove you’re the right person to do the job or you’re not. That was simple and rational. But they also brought a second stage, which was a group exercise.

We’ve had a scenario and they told us to act like we were in an RPG game. There was an accident in a coal mine, and there were people trapped underneath. We’ve had limited amount of time and need to decide which one should be saved first. There were 8 or 9 people trapped in the mine and we received a detailed BIO of each one. There was a rich daughter of the mine sponsor, guy with 4 kids, woman who had AIDS and so on.

It was interesting, but they told us later on that it didn’t matter who was chosen to be saved first. It was all about how we communicate in the group. And who could become the future “leader”. In our group, there were 6 or 7 girls plus me and one other dude. Before the 2nd exercise started, I offered them my sugar-free mints that I brought with me. Nobody took it.

Exercise started. I noticed that two people from the company were watching us carefully from the other side of the room. Girls started to shout over different answers- they were suggesting something and changing their opinions every second. It was very chaotic. I felt that I must take control of the group immediately. I didn’t had much chances of dominating them while being on the same level as them so I used a simple physical trick and just stood up. I was sitting in the middle of the table so it was easy to be noticed like that. I said – louder than them – that we should do this and this, and I think this is the right way. I didn’t asked for their opinions. Two girls tested me at first, but quickly backed up. They were happy there was someone who could finally be a leader. Also, the other dude suggested something but I quickly killed his idea by saying “I don’t think this would ever work“. He went silent instantly. When this test was finished, me and few other girls were selected to the next stage. The other guy went home instead. I felt sorry for him for a second or two but hey, one should always be alpha, right?
I’ve had this interview two times. At first, I screwed up the test but succeeded with the “leadership” goal. During the second time, I landed the test but I didn’t had much interest in dominating the group especially as there were this one asshole who took a total control of the group. He was acting like a dick, shouting and trying to force his opinions upon the team. I just said to myself “fuck this shit, it’s not worth it if I’d had to deal with people like him daily. If they are selecting guys like that – this is how it’s going to be”. At the end of the day I had my resolution: I knew that I never want to get this job. I never did and landed a great place with superb people in far better (and more relaxed) company, where I stayed for several years. Always listen to your gut.

Of course, this was very ironic as I realized that I could be viewed as being both the weak beta and the strong alpha guy, depending on my first or second attempt. At the end of the day, you cannot be alpha all the time. Everyone has bad days. 

Ah, but there’s one more interesting thing. After this role-playing stage come to an end (and I dominated the group during the first time) I asked the girls if they want any sugar-free mints again. All of them took one this time. Two of them were following me to the bus stop after the interview, asking about who I am and so on.

This is biological. Women instinctively respond to strong, dominant males. They don’t check whether you’re a beta pretending to be alpha or the other way around. But bear in mind that they will test you more than once.

Young Chick: Final Update

The girl that I was invested emotionally in, turned out to be a flaky inexperienced sexually person who gives mixed signals. She is afraid of men, and don’t really know what to do with one advancing towards her – even if there’s an intense chemistry. I believe she wanted someone to entertain her during the work time and she doesn’t give a damn once she leaves the office.

So, I can only say one word: next!

Men Are Starved.

Men are starved!

…for attention

…for intimacy

…for compliments
All of that comes from them – females. Of course it does when we are complacent to them, like little kids (to our mummies). If we aren’t, then we die out of starvation.


Our current society is mad.

The moment a woman see a camera (TV/phone/etc.) – she starts acting. To present herself in the best light. To produce the very best selfie ever with her greatest pose. So that she can advertise herself to other men “see, just do whatever I want and cherish me and all this- my body -will be yours. For a moment” and women “look, how great I am“.
But what is a camera, exactly?

Well, in a way it is an eye.

Whenever someone sees her – she acts.

She acts during the day. She acts during her work. She acts during sex. She acts when arguing. She acts when asking for a favor. She acts when she pretends she don’t know what to do out of laziness. She acts in front of a mirror, practices.

Those who read me for some time know that I like to mix a bit of philosophy into my digressions. This drawing reminds me of a cyclic nature of this universe. Who knows? Maybe in other universes it all works in a different way.


Maybe this graph is true and after all, we are closing into something bigger.

World War 3 followed by a major economic collapse? Who knows. But I hope we won’t need to experience this during our lifetime.


Access Denied

Just lie down…

Women don’t need to do much in bed. They need to just stand, bend over or lie down and moan occasionally. They know moaning makes us horny. They can use it so easily to pretend they are enjoying it, just like faking an orgasm. Who is going to tell she’s really into it or just being a good actress? Because what really matters is that you are into her and you just want to fuck her, right? She doesn’t need to do much. Maybe some occasional sucking of our dicks (and most of them aren’t even good at that!) and some movements when being on top of us. Casual sex doesn’t look like in a high quality porn movies! It’s just our porn fantasy to expect stuff like that.

It all reminds me of a situation at my workplace several weeks ago. Everyone received a message from the management team stating that female toilets are in a messy state – again! Of course they called every female using the loos on our floor to take adequate action. This is how clean & divine our ladies are! And we are talking about major tech company, not some dodgy low-profile garbage workplace. People should behave, right? Wrong. This is just how women are. They are messy – both physically and mentally.

Access Denied

Access to the pussy, of course. To their pussy. Men are dancing around women like male birds trying to amaze the female birdie and secure access to the breeding period (and create offspring).

Women give us access to sex on their conditions. Whether she is your wife, your girlfriend or a whore – does not matter. It’s either her condition and approval, or it is rape. We don’t have any choice when we play this game. And just wonder what you can do if you’re married and not playing the game as she wants it? She can constantly refuse you sex and your self-esteem crumbles down. You can go to a hooker or masturbate but both options feel like you’re loosing. Because you fucking are loosing, and you were a looser from the start to believe your marriage can ever become something else than playing a game called “you are my husband and you serve me and my kids”.

So, lesson number one is: don’t marry. Being lonely when single is just half as bad as being lonely when having a wife. And kids. Because then you know you made a mistake that cannot be reversed. We – as humans – are always lonely. But you just took the easy exit, like a coward. You were afraid to be alone and to face your own fears. So now you will suffer them with a double strength. Don’t marry. Women decide when, how and with whom they will have sex and you have nothing to say about it. Nothing.

Basically we lose the fight before it even starts.

Women aren’t stupid. They won’t give you their asses just because you’re hot. That’s bullshit. Maybe when they’re 20yo, they can be more “easy” due to their lack of experience and “settling down” still being far away, but the older they get the harder it is to come up with the “let’s be fuck buddies” thing. Every girl – ugly or pretty – has the same female nature that any given male needs to consider. Also, every woman goes mad.

And a really handsome & rich man won’t be dating ugly girls, of course. So in theory you can think that an ugly girl would do anything to be with someone rich & handsome, but in practice this set up rarely happens. If it even happens at all.

In reality, girl who is 3 or 4 on a HB scale usually dates a man that’s equal or one point above herself, so a 5 or 6. And so a girl who is 7 or 8 will date also an 8, or higher than that. But a woman that’s 3 or 4 won’t be dating a male who is 7 or 8. That’s just not happening under normal conditions. I mean, why it should be? If you have a choice between a nice looking bike and a bad looking bike you’d always take the former.

Unless you’re afraid that your nice looking bike might get stolen, so you just borrow it from time to time to enjoy the ride and own the bad looking bike instead.😉

But every bike needs to be lubricated, their tires are getting punctures, you need to put money in it and of course- sometimes even the old bad looking bikes are getting stolen, too. But at least it is pure fun to ride a bike, which I cannot say about our other gender.

Now, so that we know what women are and we know what to expect from them we are finally able to be free and do something productive with our own lives. Some people want to be slaves and they are happy when someone tells them what to do- usually a wife. They don’t need to figure out what to do with their lives. We are different. We are MGTOWs. We don’t need to waste precious time on endless pointless search for our “second half” and ruin our life with marriage and kids. We are free. 



Give Them Nothing!*


Recently I’ve had a dream about my mother and grandmother. They were both asking me “Why I am still single?! I am without a relationship for so long already!”. I started to argue with them, finally ending the conversation with shouting “well I guess it’s better to be happy single than to be in a miserable marriage for 20+ years, isn’t it?”. Myself & My Subconscious were really proud of this answer.😉

Subconscious has a real influence on our lives. Freud and Jung could have a good discussion about it.

Smell of Fish

That’s how we can recognize women. Don’t forget that the objects of your daily desire stink and perspire. They fart and all. Their vaginas are basically holes filled with bacteria, lubricated by the same system that creates saliva in their mouths.

They of course enjoy sex, but they stop being attached to you the moment you stop fucking them or they have an orgasm. Unlike us. They fake orgasms often, because it makes men more submissive. We are so stupid.

They manipulate us all the time. It doesn’t matter if she’s your friend or an old lover. She will lie to you just as easy as if you were in love with her. She will lie about everything as she has no morals and she knows you will not check if she’s telling the truth with her previous boyfriend because it is you who is fucking her now and he is a loser. Her pussy is the prize. Isn’t that how we tend to think? She is just an egoistic selfish cunt. Arguments? She will use manipulation tactics and conversation tricks to change topics, put you off track, cover her trails and at the end evoke an emotional response from you. At the very end of the discussion, you won’t be able to tell whether she really did anything wrong to you. That’s female manipulation at its finest.

You think you’re such a strong man, so that she could not resist you? So that you’re leading her? She is following you? No, sir. She is doing whatever she likes, whenever she likes. She makes you THINK you are leading her. She isn’t a dog. She will follow your lead only because it suits her at any given moment. If she comes up to a conclusion that she doesn’t want to do something or that she is bored with you as being her pet/leader, she will simply stop. Or say something like “leave me alone”. And you won’t be able to do anything with it. You aren’t her boss. Or her dad. She wasn’t listening to either of them, anyway. You aren’t her ruler.

Even in Islam, women are misbehaving and using the same tricks and cheats. This is their core essence as female nature equals manipulation. That’s why they cannot love us, as they can only love conditionally. And of course, true love is only when it is unconditional. For them it doesn’t exist. They cannot understand or grasp this concept either.

So, the bottom line is this: you can have sex with them or not, that’s not the most important thing in the world. Just make sure they won’t catch you in a marriage or the pregnancy trap. Or any given set-up including living with a woman in one flat.

The more healthy your own life is, the higher your inner energy can grow and you’d be less influenced by attacks coming from anyone. Including female manipulation. It requires dedication, devotion and perseverance. Typical male traits. Once you will see them for who they really are, you will just laugh. At one point from their own lack of true wisdom and misery – and also at our own tragic loneliness, as males.

* This is of course not doable in our current society. Anyone who thinks that he could “avoid any interaction with women all together” is either delusional or still living with his parents (or any sort of non-adult life) so I should rather say – give them as little, as possible.

Alcohol Vs Psychedelics

I am very busy this week, so I’d thought that I pass on writing just for this time. Besides, how long one can talk about women? I’m tired of that endless topic. Women, women, women. Pussy, girls, vagina. Females. Yuck! Let’s talk about something else.

Recently I realized that our whole planet is Alive. Gaia. Just like in the “Avatar” movie.

This is the knowledge of old ancient civilizations that they want to hide from us. The powers that be. So, they keep us in the matrix, pretty much in the same way as in that famous movie. We are being feed that we need to chase simplest pleasures based on our instinct- sex, entertainment, shitty-food. And of course- chase money in a vicious circle, like rats. Modern slaves in their corporate outfits. So happy, because they’ve got another raise. 

Somehow, the global consciousness slowly merges into everyone and pieces as Matrix and Avatar are being made.

Okay. I tend to go into philosophy waaay too much. Let’s get back to something expected from this website a bit more, shall we?

Why so many fathers drink so much alcohol?

I’d go further and say – why so many parents who have kids overindulge themselves in alcohol? Less time to do something more productive? Raising kids is too exhausting? Or maybe this numbing drug is the only thing that’s left for them?

Only when one completely sobers up not only physically – but especially mentally – he can realize the true role that alcohol plays up in our society.

Remove alcohol and you’ll instantly lose the majority of people attending all sorts of social events. Suddenly, your big group of so-called “friends” will be limited to zero. Most of them don’t go there to meet with you. You are just an additional perk to their drinking, which of course gets them high. Now, there’s nothing bad about getting high. Almost everyone loves it. But when it tends to repeat every week and we end up with situations like half-drunk fathers reading night stories to their daughters it’s really, really sad.

The funniest thing with legal drugs (and any sort of drugs, really) is that they numb your perception. Or change it in some (not really natural) way. Back in the times I couldn’t go through my day without 3-4 cups of coffee just to wake me up and carry me on through the day. Now (I don’t drink coffee or any sort of caffeinated drinks for several years) people who still “need” that look like zombies to me. They are addicted for sure. It might be not very harmful, but again – one can see the full effect of any given substance only if it was removed from their diet for a really long time (I’d say 6 months is a good time-frame to fully notice this).

If drugs were the answer to anything, monks at Zen monasteries would use them constantly. They don’t. They are sober as hell and their perception is sharp as a sword.

Drugs like psychedelics (LSD, shrooms) can show few things to those who can listen, and help to open up your mind. When you’re a teen. Then you should stop using them and maybe come back when you have matured both physically and mentally, have a stable income and all that. And re-visit old forgotten worlds in your own head. Otherwise, you might get yourself into trouble.

Some things feel too good to be implemented into regular, daily life. Ecstasy feels great but it’s not a substitute to intimacy. Or solving problems only under influence of the drug. Again, under right circumstances it could be beautiful. *wink wink*😉

Cocaine, amphetamines. These are the worst kind. Not counting heroin, that’s obvious. They feel very good for a while, and then they take away twice as much from you and your life.

Drugs, especially psychedelics, have the biggest potential to help our society. But remember that they are like a strong medicine- you take it and it works, but you’re not supposed to overdo it. Anything habitual becomes necessary attachment for our minds. At the end of the day, you need to get your ass up and go to work. Sad truth.

Of course, our society loves the so-called dark triad- caffeine, alcohol and nicotine. They work well all mixed together. They provide a very flat, simple high and devastate your health. And they are extremely addicting, of course. That’s the point. They are killing you very, very slowly in a semi-pleasant way. And everyone around does it, so it doesn’t feel that bad! Did alcohol helped anybody with anything? Or the “great social events” are just people getting drunk and talking bullshit?

Two years after I stopped using them all together, I realized how much I’ve changed. I could sense people well. Far better than before (and before I believed I was already good with that). I could read their emotions – everything was visible on their faces and in their eyes. And I wasn’t afraid to look. But- they were often afraid and full of fear. Bad people used they own fear against them. That’s how it works. It’s very simple.

Bear in mind that it’s not like I’ve gained some sort of superpowers but rather that I sobered up enough on every level so that I could use my mind and body to the highest capacity.

When your body isn’t numbed and perception blurred by the use of these legal poisons you can truly realize your place in life.

I also realized that most people are so numbed that they don’t know anything about themselves, how their bodies work. They don’t feel their bodies. They cannot understand their own emotions, often running away from them (hence going into addictions of various sorts). How they can sense other people if they don’t even know themselves? Or they are constantly running away from facing their own selves?

They don’t know how to spot bad people around them. Or they lack the strength to stand up and have self-respect. You remember Mr Negative Guy? Currently, I stopped spending any time with him. Few people still stick with him as they “can listen to him lying, knowing he is a bastard but they don’t pay much attention to it”. Well, think about it.

If you are spending time with somebody who lies to you compulsively – that’s disrespectful. And what he has to think about them? “They must be stupid or completely without any sense of self-worth. I can tell them anything and they still agree with me! Fools!”.

Others being in that passive-acceptance mode gives him more power and he needs people exactly like that to suck energy from them.

If you are near somebody who has extremely negative energy, you are there- present. It’s not really possible to shield yourself from that person. Besides, what would be the point? And what would be the point to know somebody is like this and still go on breaks with him just because you don’t know how to say no?

And I can go on and on about all this, the utter chaotic state in which our society works now. It barely works. With our knowledge we are still in caves, thinking we evolved beyond everything that we know. That’s not true. We are still like small kids, being very proud. I can only hope that this planet won’t decide to get rid of us. Because as for now, we deserve it.